Friday, January 02, 2009

i can only say.
FOR GOODNESS SAKE CAN U STOP RUSHING ME?!
i have my OWN pace for my OWN life.
i merely wanted to rest a little while after i reached home.
den i go bathe mahhs.
IF IM MAKING YOU CANT HAVE YOUR BATH.
WHY NOT U GO BATHE FIRZ?
WHY MUZ I BATHE FIRZ DEN U CAN BATHE?
i only wanted. a rest.

stop rushing me like thrs no tomorrow.
its only de firz day of sch and i wan go watch movie.
thr u say ok. BUT. only for today?!
wad you mean by after today cannot go watch movie?
so wad if this year i O lvl?
its not like tmr i having exams alrdy right?
i will study hard for it.
BUT THRS NO POINT PUSHING IT TAT FAR. SAYING TAT AFTER TODAY CANNOT WATCH.
im alrdy SIXTEEN this year.
im no longer a kid.
i noe wad i shud do.
i noe im having Os.
but i only wanted to do tings AT MY OWN PACE.
i dun wan to do tings AT YOUR PACE.
u are always rushing me. always.
it juz seems like.
if i dun bathe now i will die.
or if i watch movie after today i will fail badly.
Os IS AT DE END OF DE YEAR.
TODAY. IS ONLY DE 2ND DAY OF YEAR 2009.
if im determined to study.
NOTHING CAN STOP ME. NOTHING.
i cant possibly be studying 24/7 right?
i oso need breaks and entertainment dun i?
IM A HUMAN. NOT A ROBOT.

juz. freaking. stop. rushing. me.
i dun like to be rushed.
i dun wan to be rushed.
i wan it MY OWN PACE.
нØSYx3.™ miss you lots @ 6:31 PM