Sunday, October 05, 2008
haiis.
havinq a bad mood. D:
i never had this kind of mood until this year.
felt really.
depressed.
bored.
anqry? mayb a little.
siian.
sad.
loss of wad to do.
dun feel like talkinq.
mayb cuz of exams bahhs.
seriously dun feel like studyinq at all.
3papers passed alrdy.
but i really have no mood to study.
even have de thouqht of..
"FAIL JIU FAIL LA! I REALLY NO MOOD TO STUDY MA!"
haiis.
i tried forcinq myself to study.
but.
i really cant qet anytinq into my head.
its horrible. terrible. veqetable.
uhmms .____. wadever. iqnore tat veqetable.
this is de firz time i have ever felt like tat.
haven i love to study when i was in primary sch?
i tot i did.
but why am i like tat now?
i started to chanqe slowly..
at firz de chanqe was so small tat i din noe.
but now as i look back..
i can see de biq chanqes in me.
why did i chanqe so much?
was it de ppl ard me?
was it de ppl i noe online?
was it my frens?
was it my family?
or was it.. just me?
so many tinqs happened in this 3 years in secondary sch.
my addiction to qames.
my addiction to shows.
my addiction to manqa and anime.
these appeared one by one, after psle.
de ppl i noe, no matter in rl or online.
qot more and more.
althou de frens tat i trust. are still very little.
seeinq how my frens ard me chanqe in this 3 years.
just this short period of time.
one can chanqe from a super quai kia.
into one who smokes. one who always qot cauqht. one who..
haiis.
i have been qettinq more and more emo in this year.
last year it wasnt so serious.
qot honqwen ma~ :3 haha.
this year..
yao bu shi mou ren yi zhi peii wo jianq hua.
i tink i'd be stoninq at one corner of de house lonq time aqo.
oso dunno if mou ren will see this worhs~
lol.
(ehh. dun anyhow quess who izzit ohhs.)
thanks to sometimes jackie korkor teach me amaths^^
or else arhs.
i tink i'd have qiven up amaths le ba.
now..
hao xianq hen jiu mei you kan dao ta le..
haiis..
why am i sayinq this? lol.
i tink i'll continue to try to force stuff into my head ba.
i quess.
i wun qo for jc bahhs?
in sec sch im alrdy struqqlinq.
mayb.
mayb.
mayb poly wud be a better choice for me.
haiis.
i never tot tat i wud become like tat.
haiis.
zai wo bu kai xin de shi hou.
sui ran ni de xin qing ye bu shi hen hao.
ke shi ni hai shi xianq ban fa dou wo kai xin.
xiexie.[[:
i..trust you.[[:
havinq a bad mood. D:
i never had this kind of mood until this year.
felt really.
depressed.
bored.
anqry? mayb a little.
siian.
sad.
loss of wad to do.
dun feel like talkinq.
mayb cuz of exams bahhs.
seriously dun feel like studyinq at all.
3papers passed alrdy.
but i really have no mood to study.
even have de thouqht of..
"FAIL JIU FAIL LA! I REALLY NO MOOD TO STUDY MA!"
haiis.
i tried forcinq myself to study.
but.
i really cant qet anytinq into my head.
its horrible. terrible. veqetable.
uhmms .____. wadever. iqnore tat veqetable.
this is de firz time i have ever felt like tat.
haven i love to study when i was in primary sch?
i tot i did.
but why am i like tat now?
i started to chanqe slowly..
at firz de chanqe was so small tat i din noe.
but now as i look back..
i can see de biq chanqes in me.
why did i chanqe so much?
was it de ppl ard me?
was it de ppl i noe online?
was it my frens?
was it my family?
or was it.. just me?
so many tinqs happened in this 3 years in secondary sch.
my addiction to qames.
my addiction to shows.
my addiction to manqa and anime.
these appeared one by one, after psle.
de ppl i noe, no matter in rl or online.
qot more and more.
althou de frens tat i trust. are still very little.
seeinq how my frens ard me chanqe in this 3 years.
just this short period of time.
one can chanqe from a super quai kia.
into one who smokes. one who always qot cauqht. one who..
haiis.
i have been qettinq more and more emo in this year.
last year it wasnt so serious.
qot honqwen ma~ :3 haha.
this year..
yao bu shi mou ren yi zhi peii wo jianq hua.
i tink i'd be stoninq at one corner of de house lonq time aqo.
oso dunno if mou ren will see this worhs~
lol.
(ehh. dun anyhow quess who izzit ohhs.)
thanks to sometimes jackie korkor teach me amaths^^
or else arhs.
i tink i'd have qiven up amaths le ba.
now..
hao xianq hen jiu mei you kan dao ta le..
haiis..
why am i sayinq this? lol.
i tink i'll continue to try to force stuff into my head ba.
i quess.
i wun qo for jc bahhs?
in sec sch im alrdy struqqlinq.
mayb.
mayb.
mayb poly wud be a better choice for me.
haiis.
i never tot tat i wud become like tat.
haiis.
zai wo bu kai xin de shi hou.
sui ran ni de xin qing ye bu shi hen hao.
ke shi ni hai shi xianq ban fa dou wo kai xin.
xiexie.[[:
i..trust you.[[:
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