Wednesday, June 11, 2008
cant u juz lemme play for all i like during de june hols.
dun u noe how i feel?
my results not good i will happy izzit?
when my results all Cs
will i be like this:
*OH YAY I SCORED SO WELL. I SHALL GET THIS EVERY EXAM!* ?
i may look like i dun care.
but u shud noe well tat i will jiayouu.
if u dunno tat.
how can u say u understand me so well.
u said i will forever stick to de com.
and tat i will play non-stop.
tats why u are restricting me and not lemme use de com.
did u even noe why
i prefer to stick to de com?
cuz de games in my com very fun?
or cuz tats de only entertainment i have?
u said u tot tat when i alone at home.
having de com with me i wun be so bored.
u say i always stick to de com.
always dun wan go out with u.
and ask why i rather stay at home and be alone with de com.
u were de one who left me alone at home in de 1st place.
i was only p6 den.
i was afraid.
i was afraid of darkness when its at night.
i was afraid of de quietness at home.
tats why de min i reach home i'd on de tv or de com.
so tat there is sound from de tv or music from de com.
so tat i wun be scared of de quietness.
de com lemme forget tat im all alone.
cuz frens online will peii wo.
and chat with me.
wo cong xiao jiu pa hei.
i din dare to walk ard de house when its dark.
i dun even dare to go out and switch on de living rm lights.
did u even noe tat?
without de com.
i tink i'd still be living in fear of being alone at home.
i tink i'd probably chionged over to my dearest neighbour's house by evening.
i tink i will not dare to step out of this brightly lit rm when de rest of de house is dark.
but now.
wo xi guan le.
xi guan zi ji yi ge ren zai jia.
xi guan jia li de an jing.
xi guan dian nao peii wo.
i may still have fears of being alone in de dark,
but at least i dare to stay at home ALONE and sleep in total darkness ALONE.
im getting bored of gaming alrdy.
haven u noticed.
seems like u din notice.
cuz u are still scolding me for playing.
cant u juz lemme do wad i wan for now.
and i will show u wad i can do.
with my very own brain.
*i noe i got stm =-=
but i will memorize everyting i can.
and pen them down on de exam scripts.*
further pressurizing me will juz do me more harm.
i juz hope u noe tat.
tears flooded my eyes.
i have been so emotional recently.
dropping tears so easily.
hai ji de xiao shi hou.
no matter wad.
i wud try to not drop a tear.
even when my asthma attacked.
i wud ren zu and tell myself.
zai nan shou ye bu neng ku.
now.
althou i wud restrain back.
but tears wud always come so easily.
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Akaku akaku akaku yurete
Yume no yume no hate e
Hanarerarenai
Mou nando mo akiramete wa oshikorosu tabi
Ikiba no nai kanjou ga me o samashiteku
Kegare no nai sono hohoemi zankoku na hodo
Tooi sonzai da to wakaru yo
Ienai kizu kokoro mushibamu dake na no ni
Yami no (naka ni) ima mo (yadoru) omoi o osaekirenai
Akaku akaku akaku yurete
Yume no yume no hate e
Deatte shimatta unmei ga mawaridasu
Dare mo dare mo shiranai himitsu
Ochite ochite ochite
Mou modorenai tsumi o kizande mo kitto
Kodoku no fuchi arukinagara sukuwarete ita
Donna toki mo kawaranai riaru na hitomi
Demo hikari ga mabushii hodo umareru kage wa
Fukaku irokoku shinobiyoru yo
Futatsu no kodou maru de awase kagami no you ni
Niteru (keredo) chigau (itami) mugen ni tsuzuite iku
Akaku akaku akaku moete
Subete subete keshite
Kanau koto no nai maboroshi ga ugokidasu
Tsuyoku tsuyoku hakanai yoru o
Koete koete koete
Nogarerarenai tsumi ni oborete mo kitto
Akaku akaku akaku yurete
Yume no yume no hate e
Deatte shimatta unmei ga mawaridasu
Dare mo dare mo shiranai himitsu
Ochite ochite ochite
Mou modorenai tsumi o kizande mo kitto
dun u noe how i feel?
my results not good i will happy izzit?
when my results all Cs
will i be like this:
*OH YAY I SCORED SO WELL. I SHALL GET THIS EVERY EXAM!* ?
i may look like i dun care.
but u shud noe well tat i will jiayouu.
if u dunno tat.
how can u say u understand me so well.
u said i will forever stick to de com.
and tat i will play non-stop.
tats why u are restricting me and not lemme use de com.
did u even noe why
i prefer to stick to de com?
cuz de games in my com very fun?
or cuz tats de only entertainment i have?
u said u tot tat when i alone at home.
having de com with me i wun be so bored.
u say i always stick to de com.
always dun wan go out with u.
and ask why i rather stay at home and be alone with de com.
u were de one who left me alone at home in de 1st place.
i was only p6 den.
i was afraid.
i was afraid of darkness when its at night.
i was afraid of de quietness at home.
tats why de min i reach home i'd on de tv or de com.
so tat there is sound from de tv or music from de com.
so tat i wun be scared of de quietness.
de com lemme forget tat im all alone.
cuz frens online will peii wo.
and chat with me.
wo cong xiao jiu pa hei.
i din dare to walk ard de house when its dark.
i dun even dare to go out and switch on de living rm lights.
did u even noe tat?
without de com.
i tink i'd still be living in fear of being alone at home.
i tink i'd probably chionged over to my dearest neighbour's house by evening.
i tink i will not dare to step out of this brightly lit rm when de rest of de house is dark.
but now.
wo xi guan le.
xi guan zi ji yi ge ren zai jia.
xi guan jia li de an jing.
xi guan dian nao peii wo.
i may still have fears of being alone in de dark,
but at least i dare to stay at home ALONE and sleep in total darkness ALONE.
im getting bored of gaming alrdy.
haven u noticed.
seems like u din notice.
cuz u are still scolding me for playing.
cant u juz lemme do wad i wan for now.
and i will show u wad i can do.
with my very own brain.
*i noe i got stm =-=
but i will memorize everyting i can.
and pen them down on de exam scripts.*
further pressurizing me will juz do me more harm.
i juz hope u noe tat.
tears flooded my eyes.
i have been so emotional recently.
dropping tears so easily.
hai ji de xiao shi hou.
no matter wad.
i wud try to not drop a tear.
even when my asthma attacked.
i wud ren zu and tell myself.
zai nan shou ye bu neng ku.
now.
althou i wud restrain back.
but tears wud always come so easily.
i wonder.
where did my strong self go?
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Akaku akaku akaku yurete
Yume no yume no hate e
Hanarerarenai
Mou nando mo akiramete wa oshikorosu tabi
Ikiba no nai kanjou ga me o samashiteku
Kegare no nai sono hohoemi zankoku na hodo
Tooi sonzai da to wakaru yo
Ienai kizu kokoro mushibamu dake na no ni
Yami no (naka ni) ima mo (yadoru) omoi o osaekirenai
Akaku akaku akaku yurete
Yume no yume no hate e
Deatte shimatta unmei ga mawaridasu
Dare mo dare mo shiranai himitsu
Ochite ochite ochite
Mou modorenai tsumi o kizande mo kitto
Kodoku no fuchi arukinagara sukuwarete ita
Donna toki mo kawaranai riaru na hitomi
Demo hikari ga mabushii hodo umareru kage wa
Fukaku irokoku shinobiyoru yo
Futatsu no kodou maru de awase kagami no you ni
Niteru (keredo) chigau (itami) mugen ni tsuzuite iku
Akaku akaku akaku moete
Subete subete keshite
Kanau koto no nai maboroshi ga ugokidasu
Tsuyoku tsuyoku hakanai yoru o
Koete koete koete
Nogarerarenai tsumi ni oborete mo kitto
Akaku akaku akaku yurete
Yume no yume no hate e
Deatte shimatta unmei ga mawaridasu
Dare mo dare mo shiranai himitsu
Ochite ochite ochite
Mou modorenai tsumi o kizande mo kitto
--vampire knight. Futatsu no Kodou to Akai Tsumi.--
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